I am a Puddle

Late summer rain soothes

sunburnt topsoil

with a foretaste of winter.

Overnight, the drip, drip, drip

pools together

in a stone walkway’s sagging middle.

The liquid surface mirrors a single

spectabalis bloom,

monochroming its magenta glory

into humorless gray.

Who am I? The flower or its reflection?

Slowing down to the speed of drizzle,

I ponder what of me is just a

temporary reflection.

I am the puddle.

I am provisional, a process in the process

of changing, moment to moment. Every life-drop

forever reshapes the contours of my brief reservoir,

an ever-morphing flow that has no fixed essence.

Someday, I too will be drawn up, drop by drop, into the heavens.

The confused puddle sees itself as static, separate, and in need of constant protection.

As evaporation runs its course, anxious puddles fear the unrelenting sun’s upward pull.

The awakened puddle accepts what is, and

surrendering into the firmament’s cloud nursery,

Knows itself to be eternal.

Geese in Formation

Geese are flying south for winter,

Honking air traffic control signals,

Exhorting weary ones to pick up the pace.

How do they find home

without a strategic plan and GPS?

What Invisible Knowing

knows The Way?

What Archer forms the squabble into a single arrow,

and hurls the gaggle into the promise of the empty sky?

As my winter approaches,

Unknowing becomes

the only reliable compass.

My weary wings

surrender to the sky-wedge

of Mystery

and find their rhythm.

Nimbus striving eases into cumulus clarity,

and the flight path of soul truth

comes without effort,

as I glide through the full emptiness,

guided by a Grace I’ve never known

flying

into the headwinds.

Game of Thoughts: Why I'm Giving Up Thinking for Lent

Game of Thoughts: Why I'm Giving Up Thinking for Lent

I’m giving up thinking for Lent…The type of thinking I’m referring to is the compulsive, problem-solving mechanism that always looks for something wrong to fix. It’s the apparatus that plays life as a chess game in which the mind plots three moves ahead of the present moment…In this pattern, which I call “Game of Thoughts”, shifting worries compete for the iron throne of attention.

State of the Union?

State of the Union?

What if I responded to the news from a place of love? Not love as syrupy sentiment, but love as the strongest and only transformational agent. Love, not only for those being hurt by current policies, but love also for those creating and supporting the policies, for their healing and freedom. What if, in my own small way, my work is to subvert and disrupt the status quo with unapologetic, irrepressible, unconditional, indefatigable love?